ED is a Jerk

I have realized since I have been in treatment, that ED is a jerk. ED isn’t very nice. ED tells me I need him but who needs an eating disorder that is bad for your health? Who needs an eating disorder that tells you that you need to be alone all the time? ED likes to tell you that being alone with him is better than being with anyone else. He plays with your emotions. Eating disorders are not about the food, they are about how you deal with your feelings. ED knows that and uses that to suck you into his world. It is no fun. It is lonely and sad. He keeps you away from your family and friends and tells you that you are no good. He brings your self esteem down but then in a sick, twisted way uses the eating disorder to make you feel good about yourself. I have a choice to make. I can live in isolation with ED or I can say goodbye and Kick ED’s Butt. 🐷