ED and the Corona Virus

These changes in the world seem very scary right now. Many people are getting sick from a virus that is not new but has a new strain that is pretty contagious. Everything is closing. Schools, malls. Restaurants, government, etc....Store shelves are bare. We almost ran out of toliet

paper because there was none to be found in all of New Jersey.

ED loves this chaos in the world. Any excuse for ED to be active, he uses and he is using the corona virus. Stress causes ED to come out and I am stressed. First, I don’t want my family to get sick. Second, what happens if my husband gets out of work? How are we going to pay our bills? What if we run out of food, toliet paper, etc....?There are so many things running through my mind. How do I handle these issues? ED. He is so happy. I go back to my old friend Or so he thinks. This time I am working on recovery and it’s not that easy. However, I am not running to food. I am distracting myself. I am talking and dealing with my issues. I am working hard and I am going to Kick ED’s Butt.🐷